no take two..

Tonight is not a good night for me..
Because you cross my mind again..
Everything about us come in my mind again and again..
It just like happened yesterday..

2+ years of sweet and sour memories we had together..
the way you care for me..
the way you love me..
the way you hug me..
the way of you lie..
the way you make me happy..
the way you make me cry..
the way of everything u did is still fresh in mind..

if I never let you go,how would it be?
if I never been so cruel,how was us now?
if I can overcome all the problems,would it be different 2day?
if I can din care for everything,what am I today?

do you know..?
you are still in deep of my heart..
do you know..?
no one can take your place in my world..
do you know..?
you are still always on my mind..

but now..everything is OVER..
O.V.E.R..~
No take two in my life..

I know..
Reality is cruel..
We must always let go something or someone we love..
I cant be so selfish..
I cant let everyone worry of me..
I cant make others who do love me hurt too..

I need to make a choice..
a sucks choice..
and..
the choice is..

I AM NO LONGER HAPPY since..
you are no longer my hubby..
you are no longer my honey..
you are no longer my dear..
you are no longer my baby..
you are no longer my sweetheart..
you are no longer my B.B.Monster..

I cant live without you..
but I wont be here without my parents..